Fences without gates.
Today's Image: Black Mask "Sentinel"
Man-o-man. I sure wish that I could step outside this wheel and take a breather. The thing is that if I ever did stop going 'round and 'round even if just for a moment, the wheel would stop and things would go all kablewy. Kablewy = No good. There's no one to pass the ball to. I know. I know. Such is life. Deal with it. I think I am. Keyword here: Think.
Ah. Well.
The benefit/fundraiser went okay. From my perspective. Meaning: I ate too much although I stiiil haven't had a really great BBQ cheeseburger yet. Still, and I've been trying all summer. Which is over in case you were unaware. I ate some stuff (again) that I've no idea what it was but tasted good so I had seconds. Maybe thirds. I don't think the event raised more money that it cost to put on. Which I figured would happen because that's how life is these days. I even got home rather early. For me. Just after midnight. Which means that I'm tired. Again. I didn't even make up my "to-do" for the day which means that I've no idea what "to-do" with myself. I mean, does doing something actually count if I don't get to check it off a list? I'm thinking "No." (I am so messed up.)
I want a "happy" surprise. I want to laugh and not care. I want to coast rather than peddle. I want to get somewhere. Anywhere. I want to find my way to the otherside of things.
Whatever.
Update:
I'm Mister Zen right now. Ken just left and he's all zen so now I'm all zen. Which is cool even if it's strangely pathetic. (Maybe this is a gate? Shall I go through?) I also just got off the phone with Bob. I'll be getting together with him, his wife and get to see my goddaughter, V. Which is always nice. I love hangin' with the V.
Man-o-man. I sure wish that I could step outside this wheel and take a breather. The thing is that if I ever did stop going 'round and 'round even if just for a moment, the wheel would stop and things would go all kablewy. Kablewy = No good. There's no one to pass the ball to. I know. I know. Such is life. Deal with it. I think I am. Keyword here: Think.
Ah. Well.
The benefit/fundraiser went okay. From my perspective. Meaning: I ate too much although I stiiil haven't had a really great BBQ cheeseburger yet. Still, and I've been trying all summer. Which is over in case you were unaware. I ate some stuff (again) that I've no idea what it was but tasted good so I had seconds. Maybe thirds. I don't think the event raised more money that it cost to put on. Which I figured would happen because that's how life is these days. I even got home rather early. For me. Just after midnight. Which means that I'm tired. Again. I didn't even make up my "to-do" for the day which means that I've no idea what "to-do" with myself. I mean, does doing something actually count if I don't get to check it off a list? I'm thinking "No." (I am so messed up.)
I want a "happy" surprise. I want to laugh and not care. I want to coast rather than peddle. I want to get somewhere. Anywhere. I want to find my way to the otherside of things.
Whatever.
Update:
I'm Mister Zen right now. Ken just left and he's all zen so now I'm all zen. Which is cool even if it's strangely pathetic. (Maybe this is a gate? Shall I go through?) I also just got off the phone with Bob. I'll be getting together with him, his wife and get to see my goddaughter, V. Which is always nice. I love hangin' with the V.
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