Sunday, August 10, 2008

It's Sunday. Happy Sunday.

I feel worn out. Tired. Like rubber. Like rubber in the burning summer sun. I feel like I'm always complaining about something when I'm here. Money. The heat. Being hungry or tired. I'm becoming a real drag in my old age. Maybe it's because I'm always writing from work and work makes me feel drained? Doesn't matter. I need to shut up and stop all the whining and complaining. There are some great/cool things going on but for some reason I don't feel the urge to talk endlessly about that. I bask in it. I enjoy it but I don't share (much of) it here. I wonder why? I think I'm just growing bored with the web and all the endless sites and information. Maybe I'm just bored. Maybe I need some time away from everything. From having to "do" and having to constantly "think" and plan and maneuver? Maybe I need a vacation? I haven't had one in about six or more years. That's a long time without a break. I think. Maybe not. Whatever. Right now, I feel as if I'm starting to make some good, progressive decisions, or else I'm being really foolhardy and stupid. I'm not sure which. I'm not sure if I have the ability to tell the difference between the two. Maybe I'm having some "fun"? (Whatever that is anymore?) Maybe I'm thinking too much? Maybe I'm not thinking enough?

Whatever. (Again. This is me dismissing myself and all the jumble of thoughts and ideas and guilt and confusion. None of it matters. Not really.)

Well, it's Sunday. Happy Sunday. I hope that you're feeling pleasantly lazy and enjoying the day.

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